More Monday Madness

I spent the weekend completely exhausted. Does that ever happen to you? I wasn't tired, but my mind absolutely could not absorb any new information, nor could it share any. I didn't want to talk to anyone. So I didn't blog.

Highlights:

Friday- Went out to breakfast with the family, picked up a dog I'm watching this week.
Saturday- Housesat in the middle of nowhere.
Sunday- Bike ride with Dad!

My dad was in a bike accident a little over 2 years ago. It was really, really bad. He spent a week in a trauma hospital and then 3 more in an inpatient rehab facility learning how to form coherent sentences, walk without help, etc. He had to reform a lot of damaged pathways in his brain. He didn't go back to work for over 4 months, and wasn't back full time for about 10 months. It was really scary for all of us and I'm so glad I got an opportunity, 2 years post-accident, to join him on a bike ride.

Changing subjects here- I think part of the reason I was so exhausted by the end of last week is that I spend a lot of time playing dumb games on Facebook on the computer, for hours procrastinating and not a lot of time doing. I get so behind and I spend so much time absorbing information that I don't need (from the computer) that I don't sleep well, I don't keep up with my homework, and I don't keep the house as tidy as I'd like. Being responsible for blogging really holds me accountable when it comes to food and exercise, so I'm going to try it for getting stuff done.

To do tonight:
finish math homework
write PE paper
get to bed by 11

To do Tuesday:
drink water!
leave for school by 7:45am
math class
logic class
step aerobics
?take my bike out for a ride
drink water!
fold and put away laundry
clean bedroom (clean bedroom= clean mind)
study for math midterm 30 minutes
study logic 30 minutes
drink water!
shower
update blog

Of course that list is just the important stuff that I've been skipping this past week. New blog tomorrow with pictures and an introduction.

October Goals Round-up:
Sleep: 89/250 hours
Packed Lunches: 1/20
Exercise: 6.5/20 hours
Homework: 4/45
Housework: 1/10

I can't believe we're almost halfway through the month! I need to pick it up, I should be nearly halfway through all my goals.

Becoming Blogworthy

Let's back up to yesterday. I was rushed, I hadn't planned ahead, and my day was a series of hastily-grabbed food that left me feeling a little sick and like I hadn't eaten at all. I don't even remember what I had for breakfast, but I had a Luna bar at some point and then made lunch while I was babysitting. Pictured above: (bottom left) Bryce's lunch: turkey and cheese sandwich cut into 3 pieces, apple quarter. (bottom right) Annie's lunch: same sandwich cut into 2 pieces, thin apple slices. (top middle) my lunch: salad w/ spinach, romaine, broccoli, cheese, and my favorite Newman's Light Balsamic dressing (plus apple on the side).

Those kids are so sweet. Not pictured is Leah's lunch because she was at school. They knew me when I still ate meat, and Annie (age 20 months, who actually didn't know me when I ate meat) was sure that the piece of broccoli I put on her high chair tray was mine. She fed it to me :-)


Later in the afternoon I grabbed some Cheez-its. If I ever go completely vegan, this is what I'll be "giving up." I don't mind not eating cheese and using almond milk instead of dairy, but I really like those cheese crackers. I did not eat the bunny.

I had tortilla chips and refried beans + cheese for dinner. I was starving by the time I got home and ate way too fast. A little later I had these:


And then I felt sick and went to bed.

This morning I woke up to this:


That's a cinnamon pancake that was waiting for me in the oven, I didn't have to make it or anything.

My tummy was growling by the time step aerobics rolled around, so I munched a quick bite of a lemon larabar. That's now my second favorite flavor (behind coconut).

I used the 8" bench again and I think it'll be the norm from now on. It was a good class! I was definitely hurting by the time it was over.

Then I went to the grocery store (actually, a couple) and picked up some produce and healthy foods that I can no feel guilty about eating because they'll look great on the blog (because that's what it's all about!). First up, lunch:


Spinach pasta (bulk bins, no healthier than white pasta but I like it) with Nate's meatless meatballs and TJ's basil marinara sauce. (This was a salad plate, by the way. I am watching my portions!) It was delicious, but I was waaaay hungry by the time I made it and I ate too fast. Must plan ahead!

I also picked up at 2 qt crock pot while I was out and it was on sale for less than $11. What a steal! I cut up some onion, red potato, carrot, and celery:


And put it in the crockpot with some lentils and TJ's Curry Simmer Sauce:


There's water in there too. They'll make some great lunches this week(end)!

Dinner: Sunshine burger, 1/2 avocado, and giant pear.

I'm doing my best to transition my eating habits into something I'm proud to share with other people. Planning ahead, taking pictures of everything...it's easy for a day, but so difficult when the week gets busy!

October Goals Round-up:
Sleep: 65/250 hours
Packed Lunches: 1/20
Exercise: 5.5/20 hours
Homework: 3/45
Housework: 1/10

The famous breakfast cookie! This one had oats, chocolate protein powder, almond butter, almond milk, and coconut. The first few bites were good, but after that it was like an uncooked oat brick in my belly and I feel a little sick now thinking about it. I don't think I'm ready for the breakfast cookie. I'll try it with some different mix-ins in a couple of months and see how it is though. It certainly filled me up, and fueled me through step aerobics.

Now, I love step aerobics. I first took it at my school in the spring for credit and it blew me away. Every class was hard, but fun! The past couple weeks haven't been nearly as challenging (go me! more fit!) and not nearly as fun. So today I took a leap. A flying leap off an 8-inch bench, because I added a set of risers to my 6-inch bench. It was like a whole new world. Not only is it harder to step higher, but you have to move faster to stay with the music! I nearly chucked a set of risers in the middle, but I stuck it out and I feel awesome. Even better, I might be sore tomorrow!


In the car on the way to babysitting from school, I had a baby Luna bar. (The big one is just for comparison.) Is that the cutest thing you've ever seen? It's about 3 bites and was perfect to hold me over until lunch. Step aerobics ends at 11:30, but by the time I get home I'm too starved to prepare actual food.


The gal I was babysitting for, Colleen, made me lunch! This salad had spring mix, broccoli, tomatoes, carrot shreds, herbed feta, and croutons. The dressing is Newman's Own light balsamic. It was so yummy! When I cut up veggies they're just small enough to be considered bite-sized pieces, but Colleen cut them up smaller and somehow it tasted better. I must start doing this.


Apple cake. Starts with a fruit, ends in "cake," explains itself.

EDIT: Oops! I forgot the unpictured graham cracker here, near the end of babysitting.

When I got home from babysitting I was starving, so I had some of last night's bug mac and cheese (probably 1 cup) while I nuked a prepackaged burrito and set it on a plate with some pomegranate applesauce and tortilla chips w/ lime juice (way better than "lime" tortilla chips, by the way). I really run out of steam at night. I feel so guilty, not for the quality of the food (which was meh), but for the amount of excess packaging I was using in my own house by eating individually wrapped foods!


I had a (blurry) cup of hot chocolate with a little almond milk after dinner. It was perfect.

On Thursday, I'm not working after school. Tomorrow, I'll be going through my cookbooks to find some things to make so I can have healthy meals (or meal-starters) on hand throughout the week. Stay tuned for pics!

October Goals Round-up:
Sleep: 49.5/250 hours
Packed Lunches: 1/20
Exercise: 3.5/20 hours
Homework: 2/45
Housework: 1/10

Homework

I walked 5 miles today, not because I'd planned to but because the weather was just gorgeous! Look at that sky!


I intended this to be breakfast (ww mini bagel w/ berry cream cheese, gigantic grapes, hot chocolate) and snack (Odwalla bar), but I ended up packing the grapes for mid-morning and not getting to the bar at all.

I mixed some cheese into some instant mashed potatoes for lunch. Tasted good, but did not photograph well. Another thing that didn't photograph well: bug pasta with cheese sauce. I need to stock up on produce.

This short post is my break from homework. Saving it for Monday and then waiting until the last minute ON Monday to do it is a recipe for a late night.

October Goals roundup:

Sleep: 43.5/250 hours
Packed Lunches: 1/20
Exercise: 2.5/20 hours
Homework: 2/45
Housework: 1/10

Sick Weekend

And not fun sick, coughing and congested sick.

My eats this weekend were decidedly NOT blogworthy, given my lack of ability to taste anything. A cracker here, 14 glasses of juice there...pretty boring. Then, today, my first visit to Chipotle:


vegetarian bowl with some kind of awesome corn salsa, black beans, rice, green bell peppers and onions, lettuce, and guac. And by the way, that's the normal amount of guac, I didn't ask for extra. It's like they know me.

Eating at restaurants: Restaurants usually have one or two vegetarian items on their menu and they aren't generally very healthy (think cheese and white pasta). When I started Weight Watchers I knew I'd have to ask for something different. At first it was awkward ("I'd like this menu item, except completely different..."), but now I'm an old pro. Look at the other menu items! You can change sauces or get them on the side, add or substitute veggies, bulk up a menu salad with something from an entree- lots of options. The thing is, my family does not understand this. My youngest sister was completely silent when she ordered a taco and it turned out tiny. My dad sat down with his burrito and complained that they didn't explain what a "bowl" was or he'd have ordered that (what I had). If it's not what you want, speak up! Going through the line and getting to your table before you mention that your food isn't what you wanted is ridiculous. AND if you don't understand the menu, ask the person serving you!

Now a little update of my October challenges, by the numbers:

Sleep: 34.5/250 hours
Packed Lunches: 1/20
Exercise: 1/20 hours
Homework: 0/45
Housework: 0/10

I'll be adding to the sleep total shortly and the packed lunches and homework totals tomorrow. Hopefully some exercise too if I can breathe by then!

The blogging is getting ahead of me. I've learned so far that it is really, really difficult to remember to take pictures of everything I eat. Also, even after 2 days, I feel like I'm 1) eating a TON when the reality is that it just looks like a ton because I'm photographing it and 2) I barely eat any plants! Did you notice last post how my meals went from whole grain and veggie to white and bready as the day wore on? Part of the reason for that is I'm still in the mindset of "I did so well all day, it's fine to have this." And it IS fine, but will it nourish my body? No. The other reason is that I get more and more tired and tend to eat whatever the rest of my family eats.

Anyway, a quick recap of October's Challenges by the numbers:

Sleep: 6.5/250 hours (I'm counting hours since midnight yesterday).
Packed Lunches: 1/20
Exercise: 1/20 hours
Homework: 0/45
Housework: 0/10

I have an icky cold, so I'm hoping to knock out about 30 of those sleep hours this weekend, as well as a couple of the homework hours.

Update tomorrow, with pictures of everything.

Intuitive Eating, Let's Give it a Shot!

I started the day with oatmeal cooked with 1/2 a banana topped with unsweetened reduced fat coconut. I don't know if it was the finely shreddedness, the unsweetenedness, or the reduced fatness, but it definitely didn't taste like I wanted it to. I made up for it later with an unpictured coconut Larabar after step aerobics.


When I got home from step aerobics I had this lunch that I'd packed with the intention of eating elsewhere. It was just as good at home! Salad with green onions, black beans, brown rice, and salsa. Applesauce with ground flax and cinnamon, and a few dark chocolate-covered pretzel slims from Trader Joe's.

After lunch I walked this guy:

Something's missing? Oh yeah, his leg. Because it's a front leg it's easier for him to run than walk, so we jogged about 1/4 mile. I am getting MUCH better at keeping up with him and running more and more. Then I walked 2.5 miles by myself.

In the middle of the afternoon I had some pasta with sauce and a veggie meatball (all leftovers). I'm not sure what to do about the perpetual small meals following workouts, particularly step aerobics. I don't have as much ROOM as normal, but every few hours I'm starving. So, I eat.

Dinner was a quesadilla made in the toaster oven with ff refried beans and cheese. I chased it with a lemon bar that my mom brought home from a bakery plus a few bites of strawberry frozen yogurt (the rest of the yogurt went down the drain- it was gross).
I'm still attempting to reach a balance with my eating. I like vegetables, but I don't feel full for very long after eating them so I think of them less at night. The other thing I'm uncertain of is whether I'm eating enough or too much for the activity I do. Sure I spent 2 hours exercising today, but one of those was just walking and the rest of the day I basically sat! I'm hoping, within the next couple of months (and continuing forever) to be able to lose weight just by doing what comes naturally to me. I've been ignoring my body's signals for a long time and starting to listen again is challenging. I trust now that my body knows how to manage itself and by incorporating healthy habits (like my Goals for October) everything will come together.